I'm often told i have strange thoughts.
Even though I don't think that is actually accurate, I must admit, that i often do find myself wondering about other people's thoughts.
My children have called me crazy over things I've said or done. Truth be told, more than crazy, i feel lost. Lost in space. Like I have no clue and i simply don't understand.
At first i thought I was just ignorant and that as i "grew" i would be able to understand things better. Fortunately (since i do consider myself lucky just to be alive in this jungle!), as I've grown older, i realized that although i embrace all I've seen and learned, there are a lot of things i still don't get. Like for example, why do people say one thing when they mean another one? why would anyone say: "we should get together sometime" when truth is they don't want to see you again? I mean, you can close a conversation by just saying goodbye. why do you insist in complicating ourselves when it is so much easier to be truthful! I don't get it, and maybe i never will.
I'd rather speak (or write) things just as i see them. Even if it means being "crazy" or "rude".
So this is what this blog is all about. I'm going to write down my thoughts, hoping that by putting things in black and white, and sharing them, maybe the elusive truth of the universe will suddenly hit me and i will finally get the answer to the why of the human behavior. It's never too late to learn, and as long i keep breathing.........
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